The solid resolve he had to support Justice begins to crumble. It isn’t any different than fighting his brother for blood and then finding out later he knew nothing. “Everyone lives in their own illusion”? But if he hadn’t talked to the other gods, he wouldn’t know. He’d be ignorant.
Now he has to decide. He thinks he knows what might happen if he refuses Disorder. A tantrum, a cold shoulder. If he doesn’t accept, he loses the opportunity. If he does, what does it mean for the little god he wants to protect? Does he have the strength to become his brother? To double agent this.]
Fine. They've been making me a target of ridicule ever since the start of this competition.
[It's bad, fam.]
They'll say something about everyone being honest to themselves but what they really care about is everyone catering to superficial and shallow trends and societal norms to determine their worth. Even if it's not a destructive way to live, it's has no practical meaning in the larger picture.
[Definitely typical for someone named Disorder. Never gonna be easy with this one.]
Yes and no. It's not untrue, exactly, but I've spoken to more than one other person now who gave me his version of events...since I'm finding out that he's been happily passing on our encounter to anyone who will listen. He exaggerated certain parts and blatantly lied about others, claiming that I threatened his life when in actuality, nothing of the sort happened. And I did lose my temper, but not nearly so extremely, and only after he'd subjected me to an undo amount of mockery.
[She shakes her head. Clearly, tired of the subject coming up so often.]
To that man, I did nothing but reveal his cowardice and challenge the devotion he was showering upon an entity he'd never met.
[Believe it or not, Sasuke seems amused, though not exactly a Disorder's expense. It's hilarious how... disorderly Disorder's relations are with everyone else. Look. He doesn't have a lot to fucking laugh at, okay! Let him have this.]
He's an old man. Don't let him get under your skin. Maybe he thinks he has something to prove.
Why does it bother you what others think about you? Because of the likelihood of losing?
Normally, what people think is the last thing I care about. I'd rather speak my mind than hold myself back, and if people don't like me, that's not my problem.
[She appreciates that Sasuke doesn't let that turn him off from a person. He's not exactly easy to get along with, after all.]
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The solid resolve he had to support Justice begins to crumble. It isn’t any different than fighting his brother for blood and then finding out later he knew nothing. “Everyone lives in their own illusion”? But if he hadn’t talked to the other gods, he wouldn’t know. He’d be ignorant.
Now he has to decide. He thinks he knows what might happen if he refuses Disorder. A tantrum, a cold shoulder. If he doesn’t accept, he loses the opportunity. If he does, what does it mean for the little god he wants to protect? Does he have the strength to become his brother? To double agent this.]
What do you want me to do?
[He’ll worry about it a little later.]
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[Simple!]
I won't interfere with your own plans, and I'll provide for you what you need any time you do anything to lower their numbers.
[She pauses, thoughtful.]
Of course, if their numbers end up my numbers, I'd be happiest of all.
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Why Sincerity specifically?
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Give me at least one personal reason, no matter how small. What kind of world are they trying to create?
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[It's bad, fam.]
They'll say something about everyone being honest to themselves but what they really care about is everyone catering to superficial and shallow trends and societal norms to determine their worth. Even if it's not a destructive way to live, it's has no practical meaning in the larger picture.
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Is it true what you did to Chuuya? With the mirror.
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Yes and no. It's not untrue, exactly, but I've spoken to more than one other person now who gave me his version of events...since I'm finding out that he's been happily passing on our encounter to anyone who will listen. He exaggerated certain parts and blatantly lied about others, claiming that I threatened his life when in actuality, nothing of the sort happened. And I did lose my temper, but not nearly so extremely, and only after he'd subjected me to an undo amount of mockery.
[She shakes her head. Clearly, tired of the subject coming up so often.]
To that man, I did nothing but reveal his cowardice and challenge the devotion he was showering upon an entity he'd never met.
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He's an old man. Don't let him get under your skin. Maybe he thinks he has something to prove.
Why does it bother you what others think about you? Because of the likelihood of losing?
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[She huffs. Don't doxx her!!!]
Normally, what people think is the last thing I care about. I'd rather speak my mind than hold myself back, and if people don't like me, that's not my problem.
[She appreciates that Sasuke doesn't let that turn him off from a person. He's not exactly easy to get along with, after all.]
But here, it is my problem.