I don't even know what I want to do. I don't know how to... I don't know what my heart wants.
[Even saying it out loud sounds stupid. His heart? What did that even mean? It's frustrating, and it's hard not to show it even more. But letting go now would mean... thinking about...
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It's not helpful.
But it's not wrong, either.]
I don't even know what I want to do. I don't know how to... I don't know what my heart wants.
[Even saying it out loud sounds stupid. His heart? What did that even mean? It's frustrating, and it's hard not to show it even more. But letting go now would mean... thinking about...
...]
I have to decide before tomorrow no matter what.