GODLY AUDIENCES: LUKE FON FABRE

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[divus]

...were you ever actually forgiven in the end? [Sorry Luke, this is definitely a curious thing.]

[dupelicate]

It's... not the kind of mistake you can be forgiven for.

All I can do is spend the rest of my life trying to do better for people.

[divus]

[...] Take it from an expert. If you keep atoning for it, eventually people get over it. Or you do something just as drastic and they'll forgive you on the spot.

But your way works, too.

[dupelicate]

[He scoffs, almost good-natured, and shakes his head.]

I have done some pretty drastic stuff, and a lot of people have forgiven me, I guess.

But I don't think that's really how it works for me. I don't think it'll ever be something I wake up and feel like I'm over. Like... it's never going to be a memory, or something distant.

Does that make sense?

[divus]

Makes total sense. [It's just a shitty thing, but he seems to get that, too.] Some people would fall to despair if they had to live with their mistakes every day. Somehow you and Guy don't seem like those type of people.

Makes it even better.

[dupelicate]

I don't think either of us really have time to start wallowing in it, if there's something else we can do to help, instead.

[He's already feeling a little bit better about Cunning.]

Guess I'm hoping we can both keep it up in the future, too.

[divus]

I don't see why not. [Likewise, Cunning's actually a little impressed with how this is going.] Determination also takes you pretty far...and Guy's never struck me as the kind of person who'll mope around. Doesn't surprise me he raised you the same way.

We've still got some time left in this game. So what're you gonna try to do now to help out?

[dupelicate]

[There's something akin to pride in his expression at Cunning talks about Guy in a positive way. All other thoughts aside, at the end of the day, he was proud to have Guy by his side in any capacity.]

I'm going to keep trying to get more involved. During the first couple trials, I really dragged my feet—I didn't know what to do—and during Guy's, I didn't want to do anything. From now on, any help I can give... I'll be there. I don't want to be dead weight anymore.

Whatever it takes... I'm really going to start doing my best, right until the end.

[divus]

[A nod. That's a very satisfactory answer, thanks.]

Good. You guys have already wasted a lot of time even if that's not exactly your fault. As long as both of you are actually working on keeping the numbers as high as possible and only voting for the guilty? We might get through the rest of this faster than you think.

[dupelicate]

[He cracks a wane smile.]

I hope so. No matter what, I just really want to see this all end for the best—for everyone, the players, and the gods.

[divus]

Keep that in mind? You'll get there. It's when everybody starts losing their sense of self and their morals that the whole game gets screwed up. [Not that he can talk about morals considering he initially backed this game, but...whatever.]

But I'm glad to hear it.

[dupelicate]

[He inclines his head, a gesture of thanks—and agreement.]

I will. Keep it in mind, I mean.

[...]

...You know, you're kind of different to what I was imagining... I think I understand a little better why you and Guy get along.

[divus]

I've been getting that a lot. [He sounds a little exasperated but simultaneously a little curious.] I'm not really sure what most people were expecting from me without talking to me, but figured you'd all eventually get it. [...though...] What makes you say that though?