[For a long time, Ion just gives him the silence, his own eyes closing. Is he praying? Perhaps. But the silence is full of an emotional weight that could only exist between two people who have known each other a lot longer than a few weeks.]
...no matter what happens, I'll make sure the two of you are reunited. For good. I'll see your wish, and his. I will never, ever stop fighting for either of you.
[It's subtle, how his posture shifts. First unbearably tense, as though he could scream until he turned blue and never feel any better, a knot in his stomach that clenches like a vice... only to crack, slowly, in corners and edges and in the shifting of the moment, rushing over him in a wave that only gets worse the harder it rushes.
He doesn't speak, only letting his fingers bury against Ion's robes. But his breathing starts to shudder in that unmistakable way of someone viciously fighting back tears. It's so much, and the thought of losing it all when he's put so much for his wish makes him want to scream. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want to lose this fight and leave the only thing that mattered behind, again.
...
Hope was something. Hope was all he'd clung to before. It's bittersweet to be left to it again.]
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I know. I know you will.
[He looks like he wants to say more, to ask more, to plead. But Connor's right there.
So his grip on Ion just squeezes, his head ducking down.]
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
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...no matter what happens, I'll make sure the two of you are reunited. For good. I'll see your wish, and his. I will never, ever stop fighting for either of you.
i hate this and i hate you :(
He doesn't speak, only letting his fingers bury against Ion's robes. But his breathing starts to shudder in that unmistakable way of someone viciously fighting back tears. It's so much, and the thought of losing it all when he's put so much for his wish makes him want to scream. He doesn't want to die. He doesn't want to lose this fight and leave the only thing that mattered behind, again.
...
Hope was something. Hope was all he'd clung to before. It's bittersweet to be left to it again.]