[ . . . . and senri will just lean into the touch, sighing as he does. he wipes at his face, to try to get the tears to disappear, gaze drifting off to the side]
... I mean - yeah, I'm not feeling too strong right now.
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I've never really had to deal with anyone I was close to moving away. I guess I just never ended up that close to people, that I would notice too starkly if they had to go somewhere else.
It's... different now. Really different. I'm grateful, but it's also...
Not really. It's new and it's confusing; it would be kind of weird if you didn't complain.
But you're getting sad about leaving at the end of this, instead of using the time you still have here to make memories that will make you smile when you look back on them. Is this what you want to remember once you go home?
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... I mean - yeah, I'm not feeling too strong right now.
[ . . . ]
I've never really had to deal with anyone I was close to moving away. I guess I just never ended up that close to people, that I would notice too starkly if they had to go somewhere else.
It's... different now. Really different. I'm grateful, but it's also...
[hard to learn what it's like to lose]
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...tough to get used to?
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... yeah.
It feels silly - that I always wanted people to care about me. I never thought about how much it could hurt, too.
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Sen-chan...
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But you're getting sad about leaving at the end of this, instead of using the time you still have here to make memories that will make you smile when you look back on them. Is this what you want to remember once you go home?