Are you kidding? I don't have to - that hand is mine. I'm trying to decide if it'll scare him if I get promise rings or something. It's just so dumb, Cheri! I'm tired! And I'm worried about Tamaki too?! Like -
Did I tell you Zo said she had a crush on me, too? I don't even want to think about what I'm going to say to her when she's back.
I get it - or, actually, I don't. Because it's not like I've ever dealt with this kind of thing before? It was so hard for me to find someone to date back home, but... I mean, they didn't really know me either. With all the lies and everything? So I guess that might be part of it -
But also it's not fair? I already know who I love, but... I didn't mean to hurt other people along the way? I didn't even know how they felt!
There's no way for me to make everyone happy like this - I wish there was, but a lie would be such a bad idea right now.
I just - didn't think that building relationships with people would be so difficult, you know...?
... I can't be happy because it's making Taka unhappy. He gets really self-conscious, you know? He knows that I love him but I can't blame him for getting jealous if all these people are telling me how they feel...
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[i hate this dumb bitch energy.]
Are you kidding? I don't have to - that hand is mine. I'm trying to decide if it'll scare him if I get promise rings or something. It's just so dumb, Cheri! I'm tired! And I'm worried about Tamaki too?! Like -
Did I tell you Zo said she had a crush on me, too? I don't even want to think about what I'm going to say to her when she's back.
This is the worst...!!
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[it sounds like he has a lot more to say
so he's just going to pat his shoulder encouragingly. vent your heart out, senri.]
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I get it - or, actually, I don't. Because it's not like I've ever dealt with this kind of thing before? It was so hard for me to find someone to date back home, but... I mean, they didn't really know me either. With all the lies and everything? So I guess that might be part of it -
But also it's not fair? I already know who I love, but... I didn't mean to hurt other people along the way? I didn't even know how they felt!
There's no way for me to make everyone happy like this - I wish there was, but a lie would be such a bad idea right now.
I just - didn't think that building relationships with people would be so difficult, you know...?
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People are complicated, Sen-chan. But even if it's tough...
Would you rather he never said anything?
Or are you happy that you know?
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[grumbles softly]
I want him to be honest with me but... ughhh.
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keeps patting his shoulder
that's rough buddy]
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[what?]
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I don't have another...
[BE LESS CHARMING?]
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[HE'S BEHAVING MORE
. . . ]
Better late than never....?
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[pats his shoulder
the flirting is definitely why he has so many love interests]
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It was never a problem back hoooome.
[er.]
... well, not with the people I wanted to notice me in the first place...
[senri's decently popular with girls his age and it's bad news bears]