[Ion takes a long moment to let Senri let out his emotions.]
Senri, I know that you care about her. Don't ever think for an instant that I'd have told her that you were trying to sabotage her, or even that I said you were orchestrating any kind of plot against her. You're a deeply kind, deeply emotional person. I admire that about you very much.
[He stands.]
Ambition is very like you in those ways, too. She loves deeply and hurts just as fiercely. The worst thing either of you can do is react quickly and lash out at the first or easiest target you find. Ambition is taking her time to sort out her thoughts. If she's not answering you, consider that she's matured enough to understand when she needs to take the time to think through her emotions before she says something she regrets.
[...]
Diaries are very personal, and meant not to be read for that reason. What she wrote there may have been to help herself work through what she was feeling. She was always going to be hurt, Senri, because winning this means so much more to her than possibly anyone else here...because she desperately feels the need to prove herself for validation.
[...]
I told her that I asked you to reconsider having everyone join me because that's exactly what I did. I told you that ultimately, I think it would be better if I didn't win, because I don't need to win to be able to obtain the platform that's been my goal since the beginning. I did not, at any point, tell her that you bullied me, that you connived, that you conspired, or that you ever spoke poorly of her. I never stated that you didn't believe in her, or that you didn't want her to win, or that the responsibility of all of this is on your shoulders.
[He frowns.]
You do realize that, don't you? There are too many of you here for you to put this all upon yourself. The stress is eating away at you, it's clear as day.
... you know it makes it difficult to want to talk to you, if I run the risk of just being a topic of conversation. I get that enough already amongst participants.
I told you things in confidence, even though you know how scared I was of things going badly with Bambi. I get it. You're going to have to be the one who deals with all the other gods the longest, because you'll still be here. So maybe that was the strategic move for you to tell her.
My friendship is still suffering, though. The core of it is my fault, I guess, for not being able to choose sooner -
But forgive me if I'm exactly inspired to pour my heart out to you anymore, Piety-san. I tried for truth and it still somehow got messed up somewhere along the way.
If you ever change your mind, I'm always here to help. But it's up to you to decide who you put your trust in, and I apologize for the hurt that this caused. I don't blame you for your disdain. I'm glad you have so many people that you can turn to, so you won't have to ever feel alone.
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Senri, I know that you care about her. Don't ever think for an instant that I'd have told her that you were trying to sabotage her, or even that I said you were orchestrating any kind of plot against her. You're a deeply kind, deeply emotional person. I admire that about you very much.
[He stands.]
Ambition is very like you in those ways, too. She loves deeply and hurts just as fiercely. The worst thing either of you can do is react quickly and lash out at the first or easiest target you find. Ambition is taking her time to sort out her thoughts. If she's not answering you, consider that she's matured enough to understand when she needs to take the time to think through her emotions before she says something she regrets.
[...]
Diaries are very personal, and meant not to be read for that reason. What she wrote there may have been to help herself work through what she was feeling. She was always going to be hurt, Senri, because winning this means so much more to her than possibly anyone else here...because she desperately feels the need to prove herself for validation.
[...]
I told her that I asked you to reconsider having everyone join me because that's exactly what I did. I told you that ultimately, I think it would be better if I didn't win, because I don't need to win to be able to obtain the platform that's been my goal since the beginning. I did not, at any point, tell her that you bullied me, that you connived, that you conspired, or that you ever spoke poorly of her. I never stated that you didn't believe in her, or that you didn't want her to win, or that the responsibility of all of this is on your shoulders.
[He frowns.]
You do realize that, don't you? There are too many of you here for you to put this all upon yourself. The stress is eating away at you, it's clear as day.
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... you know it makes it difficult to want to talk to you, if I run the risk of just being a topic of conversation. I get that enough already amongst participants.
I told you things in confidence, even though you know how scared I was of things going badly with Bambi. I get it. You're going to have to be the one who deals with all the other gods the longest, because you'll still be here. So maybe that was the strategic move for you to tell her.
My friendship is still suffering, though. The core of it is my fault, I guess, for not being able to choose sooner -
But forgive me if I'm exactly inspired to pour my heart out to you anymore, Piety-san. I tried for truth and it still somehow got messed up somewhere along the way.
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[Piety bows.]
If you ever change your mind, I'm always here to help. But it's up to you to decide who you put your trust in, and I apologize for the hurt that this caused. I don't blame you for your disdain. I'm glad you have so many people that you can turn to, so you won't have to ever feel alone.
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I'll see you later, probably.
Take care tonight.
[and he's out!!!! ishipapa will probably have to give him a good kick later]