...look, there's a reason I didn't come kick in your door and demand to know what all of that was about, okay? It upset me, but I know you had to have some kind of reason for it.
[she huffs.]
Just, like. If that was what you were thinking all along, you really could have left out the "if they won't get mad at me, maybe I'll join you" part. That really got my hopes up.
... I didn't mean to get your hopes up - but I wasn't lying either. I've been trying all week to get more people to talk to you, and I was hoping that I'd be able to join you at the end.
[senri sighs]
It's not your fault that they're stubborn - but I guess the whole point of the competition is that you can't win everyone over, right? I thought I could still try to convince them at the beginning of the week but... they're just not listening to me anymore, Bambi.
But I also didn't think you were going to find out that I knew. I was waiting to talk to you until I got over it, since you don't usually talk to me in the middle of the week anyway.
Ugh, I am so over people going into my room and looking through my stuff. I'm going to have to change the passcode on the elevator.
He's not even the first one! Someone else got in last week, and they didn't take anything, but ugh. At least have the decency to ask first, you stupid jerks.
[it's been
a tough week]
I can't even do anything about it because if I do everyone will rub it in my face about how right they are not to support me because I'm not mature enough or whatever.
People shouldn't be looking for a girl's room in the first place....
[THAT'S WHAT SENRI THINKS SMH but,]
... well, some people can't acknowledge growth because they refuse to see it. That's not your fault - and that doesn't mean you aren't trying your best everyday. I know you are.
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[and he'll gesture for them to head further into the restaurant, to find a seat
though once they make it to a table, he's fairly quick to say - ]
... I'm sorry, by the way. I wanted to say it to you in person, even though I wrote it too but...
I'm really sorry. I hurt you, even if I didn't mean to. And you deserve better from me than that.
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[she huffs.]
Just, like. If that was what you were thinking all along, you really could have left out the "if they won't get mad at me, maybe I'll join you" part. That really got my hopes up.
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[senri sighs]
It's not your fault that they're stubborn - but I guess the whole point of the competition is that you can't win everyone over, right? I thought I could still try to convince them at the beginning of the week but... they're just not listening to me anymore, Bambi.
Sorry....
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[she says, bluntly, because... it happened.]
But I also didn't think you were going to find out that I knew. I was waiting to talk to you until I got over it, since you don't usually talk to me in the middle of the week anyway.
Ugh, I am so over people going into my room and looking through my stuff. I'm going to have to change the passcode on the elevator.
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[SORRY HE JUST NEEDS TO SAY THAT - ]
But... sorry... It's probably been a stressful week for you too, Bambi.
Let me know if there's anything I can do to make it up to you....?
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[it's been
a tough week]
I can't even do anything about it because if I do everyone will rub it in my face about how right they are not to support me because I'm not mature enough or whatever.
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[THAT'S WHAT SENRI THINKS SMH but,]
... well, some people can't acknowledge growth because they refuse to see it. That's not your fault - and that doesn't mean you aren't trying your best everyday. I know you are.