[do you know how weird it is for half your instincts to be screaming TRUST NO BITCH while the other half wants to have faith because you were just starting to get good at it back home. ): ]
That's all I ask. And I know you're probably gonna say no, but I have two more requests from you. Actually? I know you're going to reject one of them so I'm just going to say the other. If you're still having trouble deciding, you can always come back and talk to me. Okay?
[...give her a second, she's going to stand up and she's not breaking eye contact because she's 90% sure Ray has at least 4 weapons on him. But also she's a god, so she's inching herself around the table before sort of just. Folding over him in a weird half-hug kind of like the icon.
Go ahead, try and stab her. She's apparently not that worried.]
This was the first. The second is I want you to try and forgive yourself. Doesn't have to be right now but...just think about it.
[Glad this is happening as Senri's going to apparently keep breaking a 12 year old.]
[i was about to say excuse, he only has three, but i forgot about the knife he stole, so yeah. four.
he freezes up, but hey, he's at least not throwing her off, so that's probably a good sign? ... he doesn't even know where to begin computing the second request, though.]
[She doesn't exactly pull away just yet in that case, but she's ready to move just in case. Has anyone ever hugged this child? Jeez.]
I'll be honest with you since that's the agreement we made. [Was it?] It won't be easy, and sometimes you might slip up and get mad at yourself all over again, but it isn't impossible. I promise. If you want to keep talking strategies during our meetings, fine. But I'm here to help you with whatever you need. So please remember that?
[She squeezes his shoulders and finally stands up to her full height even if she doesn't, like, go back to her side of the table. It's a lot to think about.]
[There's a smile.] Okay. [It gives her time to finish her cookie, too.] We don't have to talk about anything, but it's kind of nice being able to see you like this. Sorry if that's a little weird.
I'm not used to it, but at least it's not as bad as it could be. Since we only have to wear them when we're seeing you guys I can take it off in my room or visiting the others and stuff.
Not only that but just so that people weren't automatically biased toward one god over the others. You think people wouldn't have feelings if they realized a bunch of us are teenagers?
At least it's been based on getting to know us? [Ugh.] Either way, I think the idea was that without seeing us or hearing about our histories, you could make a more informed decision based on what we could offer and say to you at the time. Do you think that's true?
Technically, everyone can just fulfill that rule by talking to Fortune... but I'm obviously not going to complain if it gets people talking to you, at least.
So far it's been the regulars which is still okay. Loyalty is nice...but there's still time. I'm trying to be as fair as possible until we have to strike for the win.
![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
no subject
I'll think about it.
[do you know how weird it is for half your instincts to be screaming TRUST NO BITCH while the other half wants to have faith because you were just starting to get good at it back home. ): ]
no subject
[Can someone save Ray jfc.]
no subject
... What are they?
no subject
Go ahead, try and stab her. She's apparently not that worried.]
This was the first. The second is I want you to try and forgive yourself. Doesn't have to be right now but...just think about it.
[Glad this is happening as Senri's going to apparently keep breaking a 12 year old.]
no subject
he freezes up, but hey, he's at least not throwing her off, so that's probably a good sign? ... he doesn't even know where to begin computing the second request, though.]
no subject
I'll be honest with you since that's the agreement we made. [Was it?] It won't be easy, and sometimes you might slip up and get mad at yourself all over again, but it isn't impossible. I promise. If you want to keep talking strategies during our meetings, fine. But I'm here to help you with whatever you need. So please remember that?
[She squeezes his shoulders and finally stands up to her full height even if she doesn't, like, go back to her side of the table. It's a lot to think about.]
no subject
... Fine.
no subject
no subject
Sure, I guess.
no subject
[She means without the mask, mostly.]
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
[considering. what his world's society is like.]
no subject
[Stares directly into the souls of Beauty and Senri and Newt and Patience.]
no subject
[also stares directly.]
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject
no subject