He hasn't, but the day's not over yet. I think since it's defection day it's safe to say he'll be safe from someone using that on him...but--[She thinks about saying she wants Sieg to go where he's happiest, but maybe it doesn't matter. She falters briefly, pausing on her words.]
I don't want you guys to die either. But you already knew that. [It's kind of a big fear.] ...Sieg-kun and I will take care of each other. Senpai might stay with me, and Nonon with him. If I have those three, that'll get us through this week until you guys get a chance to decide if you want to come back.
I don't know. Seems to be working for Cunning just fine, but I don't have anyone in the pantheon to vouch for me the way Ambition did for him. But I'm hoping to host soon. Maybe that'll help.
Not among us, no. I have people I get along with and people I like, but that's different. Ambition, Cunning and Disorder are all really...close. Really close.
And anyway the closest person to me is a participant and I don't even really know where he stands anymore either. So...it's just me, isn't it?
...it was like that in the old life, too, before I met Yu-senpai and the others. There's a difference between working with people and being friends and having close friends that would fight for you. [So whatever.] It doesn't matter. I can still turn this around. We have a few weeks.
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Thanks.
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I've seen enough people die. I'd rather not have you be the next one.
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Don't have any best friends?
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And anyway the closest person to me is a participant and I don't even really know where he stands anymore either. So...it's just me, isn't it?
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Guess that sucks for you.
[wow, ray is great at this.]
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...it was like that in the old life, too, before I met Yu-senpai and the others. There's a difference between working with people and being friends and having close friends that would fight for you. [So whatever.] It doesn't matter. I can still turn this around. We have a few weeks.
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... Yeah. It's not over until it's over.
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[She's holding the flowers still, but she frowns a little.] ...you're not mine anymore, but I'll still try to help you when I can. Okay?
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... You really don't have to, but thanks.
[the idea of people helping without a shared backstory or without any strings attached is still weird.]
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...I'll know your final choice, so...good luck. Do you want anything else from me while you're still under my leadership?
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I'm good. Just don't die.
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...but likewise? And...you don't have to come back to me when this is over if you don't want to but...I wouldn't mind talking to you again anyway.
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...you should go get ready for your meeting, huh. I'll see you again later.