...I do like them, Mira and Eric. I don't blame...how little Eric trusted me. It just made me so sad, how he was always yelling at me, thinking I was going to do something awful to them.
[He looks down.]
I didn't have any memories, so they were my whole world, even if we were strangers.
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Yeah...I know. I'm already seeing a lot of what there is out there, through all of you. I really, really can't wait to see more.
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I know that I want a world that isn't cruel, where people don't get hurt and where everyone can have a family, but that doesn't mean...I won't take the bad, too. I'll take all of it.
... The place I come from isn't kind. It's not even a place where people were meant to live in, for that matter.
But... in spite of that, I think I'd still choose to be born into this life than another, even if it were in a better, nicer world. Because if I were born into a different life, I wouldn't have the family I have now—and they're worth all the cruelties of the world.
And because the world is cruel, that makes the good things in it that much more meaningful. I've seen people fight back against atrocities and terrible odds; I've seen them make miracles happen.
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So you're right. It's not about leaving out all the bad and taking only the good. It's about giving people strength and a reason to hope.
[ray will never be this soft around anyone but justice.]
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he reaches up to give justice another headpat, smiling.]
You really made a big deal out of nothing, you know that?
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[Justice hesitates, and then his arms relax, and he giggles.]
I thought...I really thought everyone would stop wanting to talk to me once they saw.
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[He looks down.]
I didn't have any memories, so they were my whole world, even if we were strangers.
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I know that I want a world that isn't cruel, where people don't get hurt and where everyone can have a family, but that doesn't mean...I won't take the bad, too. I'll take all of it.
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Hey, Justice. Can I tell you a bit about my home? I don't know much how you already know, though...
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I'd like to hear about it--the way...the way that you'd tell it.
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But... in spite of that, I think I'd still choose to be born into this life than another, even if it were in a better, nicer world. Because if I were born into a different life, I wouldn't have the family I have now—and they're worth all the cruelties of the world.
And because the world is cruel, that makes the good things in it that much more meaningful. I've seen people fight back against atrocities and terrible odds; I've seen them make miracles happen.
[...]
So you're right. It's not about leaving out all the bad and taking only the good. It's about giving people strength and a reason to hope.
[ray will never be this soft around anyone but justice.]
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[Justice is quiet for another moment, thoughtful.]
Thanks, Ray. I won't forget about any of that. I'm glad you told me.