GODLY AUDIENCES - TAKAOMI SHISHIMARU

[divus]

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[bakaomi]

[ yeah that must have been

terrifying for a kid. or anyone, really, but especially a child ]

.... you weren't by yourself, were you?

[divus]

I was with one other person--it was the person who had made me, so he knew...knew exactly what was going to happen. He just watched.

[bakaomi]

[ oh ]

... what a fucking asshole.

[divus]

Yeah...I don't like him very much. He was a bad person and...I'm glad that I disappeared from that place.

[Justice pauses again.]

You don't...think it's scary, do you? That I'm not--never was a human? I keep being afraid that the more people know, the more they'll hate me.

[bakaomi]

That kind of thing doesn't exist where I'm from, so it took a while to get used to, but...it can be cool, right? Androids are in movies and stuff.

[ he scratches the back of his head awkwardly ]

And people don't hate Connor, right?

[divus]

I-I think...I think Connor's amazing.

[But, being robotic, Justice may be biased.]

I still have a hard time knowing how to act, but...I want to keep learning.

[bakaomi]

If you're meant to be a kid, then that's normal. Most people don't know what the hell they're doing at that age.

[ please stop cursing in front of the child i beg you ]

So don't sweat it too much.

[divus]

When did you find out what you were doing? Or...what you wanted?

[bakaomi]

[ taka is stupidly smart even when he was a toddler so he is potentially not the right person to ask ]

... it's a little different from me. My dad's a detective, so I just ended up going with what he did.

[divus]

Yeah? Do you like being a detective?

[bakaomi]

I'm good at it. Even if it doesn't feel like it here...

[ he shrugs ]

It's a neat job.