GODLY AUDIENCES - TAKAOMI SHISHIMARU

[divus]

Comments

[divus]

Definitely.

[His expression is more than a little fond.]

Don't get me wrong, she had her moments that made me want to tear my own hair out - but she was definitely unique, in a good way.

[bakaomi]

[ hm... ]

Miss her?

[divus]

I think we all miss the people we've left behind.

[bakaomi]

[ this is the face of someone who is trying to figure out if he'd miss people ]

[divus]

[that's okay, he'll wait for you to figure it out]

[bakaomi]

The whole concept of ascension seems hard to think about.

[ this is easier than admitting he reached a conclusion. ]

[divus]

You know, I'm not sure any of us actually understand it.

[he can admit that]

[bakaomi]

Did all of you say yes and then were just thrown together with the expectation to figure it out?

[divus]

Kind of. I think some of us had more of an idea what we were getting into than others.

[bakaomi]

I've noticed.

[ he doesn't sound that judgmental though. ]

[divus]

That obvious, huh?

[bakaomi]

Mm.

I'm not sure if this whole mess is really helping some of you.

[divus]

You can say that again.

[bakaomi]

[ taka accidentally made tamaki's depression worse and he may feel bad at it. terrible. ]

... are you still okay with your decision to become a god?

[divus]

There's no take-backs with this kind of thing. I might have regrets, but... I can't change the decision I made. So if I'm gonna be a god, I'm gonna be the best god I can be.

[bakaomi]

Huh.

[ he was not expecting something so positive ]

[divus]

There's no point in living life with regrets, you know? You have to move past 'em. Live in the moment, and for the future!

[bakaomi]

[ he looks

a little exasperated at that ]

[divus]

Whaaaaat. What's with that look!

[bakaomi]

A lot of you keep saying that.

[divus]

You keep looking at us funny!

[bakaomi]

You keep saying things that deserve it!

[divus]

I don't see how what I said deserved that look.

[bakaomi]

It definitely did.

[ he doesn't say why ]

[divus]

Did not!