[ normally, takaomi would consider this a victory, but this is also senri's favorite god and he would never forgive him if taka destroyed tamaki emotionally.
so. ]
Senri probably told you, but even if he didn't I'm saying it anyway. He received a picture that has him and all the close friends he made here on it. It really upset him. [ ... ] Sasuke is the one who sent it. He thought it would make him happy.
I think that... even though the picture hurts now, because it's only reminding him that he's going to part ways with all of those people soon, that eventually it'll be something he appreciates having. Something that seems like a sad memory in the moment can become a happy one later on, right?
He showed me the photo the day he received it. [It's...funny, actually, that Taka says it like that because it's very similar to what Tamaki had told Senri himself.] But I agree. In a sense, it's better to have the opportunity than miss out entirely.
[...he used to firmly believe that but now he's just. Wondering.] ...but I think sometimes sad memories can only remain sad ones, and it's alright to accept that. [Instead of doing what Tamaki's infamous for and slapping everything behind grace and a charming grin.
It's unfortunate that Taka accidentally stepped on a landmine of issues that could have been avoided, but it was inevitable. He nods though.]
...for someone like Senri who's wanted a family more than anything, a picture will be of great value in the later days. I hope he reaches that point where it's a happy memory for both of you. And Uchiha-kun's heart was in the right place. [But he looks a little happy.] To come to that conclusion on your own says quite a bit about what you've learned here.
[ takaomi still has complicated feelings on a lot of matter that only became more complicated since coming here. and he still clings to the gods more than he clings to the other participants, except for one.
he can believe in a lot of things if it's for senri specifically. ]
... I really don't want to be the guy to have sent you into more of a downward spiral.
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[ normally, takaomi would consider this a victory, but this is also senri's favorite god and he would never forgive him if taka destroyed tamaki emotionally.
so. ]
Senri probably told you, but even if he didn't I'm saying it anyway. He received a picture that has him and all the close friends he made here on it. It really upset him. [ ... ] Sasuke is the one who sent it. He thought it would make him happy.
I think that... even though the picture hurts now, because it's only reminding him that he's going to part ways with all of those people soon, that eventually it'll be something he appreciates having. Something that seems like a sad memory in the moment can become a happy one later on, right?
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[...he used to firmly believe that but now he's just. Wondering.] ...but I think sometimes sad memories can only remain sad ones, and it's alright to accept that. [Instead of doing what Tamaki's infamous for and slapping everything behind grace and a charming grin.
It's unfortunate that Taka accidentally stepped on a landmine of issues that could have been avoided, but it was inevitable. He nods though.]
...for someone like Senri who's wanted a family more than anything, a picture will be of great value in the later days. I hope he reaches that point where it's a happy memory for both of you. And Uchiha-kun's heart was in the right place. [But he looks a little happy.] To come to that conclusion on your own says quite a bit about what you've learned here.
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It's because it's about Senri.
[ takaomi still has complicated feelings on a lot of matter that only became more complicated since coming here. and he still clings to the gods more than he clings to the other participants, except for one.
he can believe in a lot of things if it's for senri specifically. ]
... I really don't want to be the guy to have sent you into more of a downward spiral.
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This isn't a downward spiral. So please don't worry about that. You've done nothing wrong.
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I know I fucked up here.
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...thank you for speaking with me, at least. Even if you don't like forming connections.
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See you next week.
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[For the big event. Wednesday will go well. With that, he bows his head respectfully before he leaves the room.]