GODLY AUDIENCES - TAKAOMI SHISHIMARU

[divus]

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[divus]

But it also could have had more. I've been trying to find the positives in all of this. I'd call that one.

[The elevator rises.] Even if some people don't think so, I think you guys were the right people to reach out to.

[bakaomi]

[ he snorts ]

Did some people think we suck?

[divus]

Yeah, but I'm pretty sure some of you thought the same about us so let's just call us even.

[bakaomi]

I can't argue against that.

[ even taka thinks the gods are dumb but he also thinks the players are dumb too so it's fine ]

[divus]

I'd offer you a do-over but I don't think any of us are ready for that. [The elevator opens and they step out into the hall of the tallest floor.] Some people probably didn't change in the end, but maybe it'll just take more time.

[bakaomi]

Hm... maybe it planted a seed then?

[ he'll follow along, looking around as he goes ]

[divus]

Maybe! I'd hope so. It wouldn't make a lot of sense if nothing changed at all, would it? It's...it might take a long time, but I think it'll eventually turn into something different.

[He walks along with his staff draped over his shoulders, looking at the walls and looking for windows.] People might think it's crazy but everything happens for a reason even if we don't always understand it at first. That includes this, too.

[bakaomi]

... mm. You really think so?

[ it's odd to thing, that all of this happened for a reason, even if he got something good from it. he's not sure how he feels about it. ]

[divus]

I think so. It's not always a good thing, but...I mean, think about how the Man in the Moon chose me. That was all apparently for a reason even if it took three-hundred years to find out why.

[bakaomi]

[ ... it's odd because on one hand, it's terrible that it took him that long. on the other, taka is pretty sure jack would have never accepted the position as a god if he figured this all out sooner.

so. it's a conflict of being upset over jack's life but also being grateful he got to meet him, even though the latter only happened because of the shitty former. ]

... so sometimes you might not even find out the reason.

[divus]

[He's 100% right, if Jack had figured out he was meant to be a Guardian he wouldn't have left. But it worked out, he thinks.]

Exactly. Sometimes you might not find out, and you use that to keep going. It's not the best method but better than laying down and just taking it, isn't it? I've given it a lot of thought. It's why I want you guys to always keep going even if you take the time to think about what's happened.

[bakaomi]

Well... I'm gonna have to, since I'm going to need to win top seat on my own now.

[ which was the original plan so he doesn't sound that bummed about it. ]

[divus]

Does it really have to be on your own though? And think about that carefully before you answer me.

[bakaomi]

[ .................. ]

... hn...

[divus]

Nooot an answer!

[Say it, you coward.]

[bakaomi]

... no, it doesn't have to be on my own...

[ it's like pulling teeth

... well, a lot less so than it was before. he would have refused to admit it if it was the beginning. ]

[divus]

That's the spirit. [Lmao. With that said though, they're at the tallest floor and near the biggest window.]

...here, help me check if this thing opens.

[bakaomi]

[ if it doesn't taka wonders if jack can use god powers to cheat and make it open

but he's not sure if that'll work in another god's domain so he doesn't say it out loud to not sound stupid ]

[divus]

[Luckily for them, Ambition probably didn't think this through and the window opens up to a balcony/window ledge that Jack immediately crawls onto.]

I'm going to miss places like this. I wonder if I can convince her to keep this when we start creating whatever's next. Coming? [There's just barely enough room, but they're going to head up.]

[bakaomi]

Uh huh.

[ he will carefully climb after him, mostly because he trusts jack to not let him fall down and die. ]

You probably can though. It's not that hard to convince her of stuff.

[divus]

[He's right, Jack doesn't plan on making taka-pancakes today, so. He'll even hold out an arm if Taka needs to steady himself.]

You sure about that? She can be pretty stubborn when she wants to be. I've had enough arguments with her myself.

[bakaomi]

It depends on how you argue with her.

[ this is the knowledge that a tsun has about dealing with another tsun ]

[divus]

...you really did befriend all of us, didn't you. [But he's looking at the wall, noticing there's a fancy fire-escape by the window and hopping over to it. Come along.]

[bakaomi]

... some more than others.

[ it's grumbled. admitting he may have friends is terrible.

but he follows after him ]

[divus]

Yeah, well, we needed it. That's the only thing that makes sense to me.

[Up they go...] I wonder how things would be different if you'd said no.