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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-27 03:49 pm (UTC)(link)
So, some of you just connect with the name if they couldn't explain why? Like, it's just a feeling?

[She tilts her head.]

That's actually really interesting.
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-27 08:34 pm (UTC)(link)
[She tilts her head.]

What does yours mean to you, then?
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-27 09:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[Again, she takes a moment to think it over, glancing at the ground.]

There are a few different kinds, I guess. Are you asking about physical, or like... Something that you'd call beautiful because of how it makes you feel?
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-28 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
[She shifts slightly so she's leaning forward in her chair, thinking it over.]

That's a tough one. Music can be beautiful. The things people say can be beautiful. I don't know if I could pin down what makes them that way, though.
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-28 03:25 am (UTC)(link)
[There’s a pause before she smiles, genuine and bright.]

...I think I get why you made me an offer.
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-02-28 06:32 am (UTC)(link)
Yeah, I think we would have.

[But, even so...]

You probably get why I chose Love instead, right?
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-01 04:21 am (UTC)(link)
[She nods, her voice growing a little softer.]

If my brother lived in a world where love mattered a little bit more, maybe he'd still be here.
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-01 09:29 pm (UTC)(link)
[After a long moment:]

I don't know.
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-02 06:13 am (UTC)(link)
[Another moment passes, and she puts a special effort in to make this sound less worried than she feels.]

...What if that was my wish and he hated me for it later?
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cw suicide

[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-02 04:13 pm (UTC)(link)
...I guess you don't know how he died.

[A small pause.]

He decided to do it, so what if he doesn't want to come back?
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-03 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
I want to think... that he could have gotten better. He was making a friend for the first time.

[busts directly through the fourth wall to punch evan hansen in the face]
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[personal profile] requiemed 2019-03-03 06:51 am (UTC)(link)
[She hesitates, but...]

Maybe. Things were kind of - rocky for us before he died, but it wasn't always that way.

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