This is almost over. If Ladybug was here, what would she say to me right now? She would be mad about the other week, probably. But I wonder if she'd be proud of the rule I made.
I told everyone it was my rule. A lot of them still seem to think I'm some bloodthirsty god, but you know what? Let them. If they're too afraid of what I'll do to them if they break my rule, then they won't kill. That will be worth it.
I've taken back the lead again. Now I just need to figure out how I can keep it.
She told me I can serve a purpose, but I have to want it. It's time to find out if I want it enough.
[There sure is an entry for Tuesday of this week. It has a few tearstains on it, but not as many as the other entry.]
It was all a lie, wasn't it?
He kept saying he believes in me, that he might even join me at the end because I've grown so much. That he's my friend.
But the day after he said that, he went to Piety and said he can't let me win, and that everyone will rally around Piety instead. Piety said he tried to talk him out of it, but he wouldn't change his mind...
Was he lying the entire time? Was he ever my friend at all?
I'll win this with or without him. I'll prove I'm capable of leading, even if he was lying about believing in me. Ladybug believed I can serve a purpose. That's what matters.
[He's quiet for a moment, staring at the tear stains on the page. Unless Yu has something in particular he wants to read himself, Connor will gently close the diary and lock it up again, before placing it back in the bedside drawer.]
I did.
[Though he can't say how he feels about it now.]
What do you make of her?
[Is that all for the bedroom? If so, he's going to start heading back to the living room to check out the TV.]
[ Nah. Yu lets him put it away, the look on his face pensive. He'll trail after Connor as they return to the living room. ]
Of Ambition? [ A soft huff that's not quite a laugh; if Connor happens to look at him, he'll see a crooked smile, too. ] To be honest, her diary confirmed some things I already thought about her. Ambition is ... a good person, who means well. She's a friend. Still...
[ He sighs, quietly. ]
She won't be who I support. I suppose that's all I can really say.
[ Have they checked out about all they can look at in here? It might be time for them to head out, if so. ]
[Succinct. He sounds... a little tired, to be honest. A little less cheerful than he was when they first broke into the room, though he's trying to cover it up with that same preprogrammed placidness he consistently displayed in the first week.]
I didn't think... [—that she regretted it. He doesn't finish that sentence, though, instead shaking his head.] No. Nevermind. Will support Love at the time of the final tally?
[If there's nothing else inside the penthouse, Connor will return to the balcony in order to see if there's a safe route down... Even if it involves parkour.]
[immediately in the balcony area, there doesn't seem to be a way down. but... if he looks over the side and focuses on the wall, he'll see that there are various open windows and windowsills that could serve as handholds and footholds dotted around the side of the building.
it might not be impossible to climb down safely, although it would be difficult.]
[ Connor, buddy, you've spent nearly seven weeks together. You think he can't read you like an open book? Yu hears the shift, but honestly, he won't comment on it. He's got his own thoughts on Ambition, it seems. ]
I will, [ he'll say, simple as that. ] I truly believe in her vision for the world. [ ... soft: ] I wouldn't go back to her if I didn't.
[ It's a piece of honesty he wouldn't share with just anyone. He loves her, with everything he is, but if he really didn't think she could lead a new world...
It wouldn't be a question, much as the mere thought pains him.
Anyway hey, he'll join Connor on the balcony, also taking a look at the building. ... he'll glance at Connor. ]
You can't possibly be thinking...
Edited (double negatives are how english works.) 2019-04-04 04:17 (UTC)
[Bold of any of you to assume Connor cares about his own personal safety.
He's focusing on the open windows and windowsills, calculating the distance between them and running the math within the literal computer in his head in order to select the ""safest"" route. It only takes him a couple of seconds before he's nodding, leaning over the railing.]
This will only take a minute.
[And then he
casually
moves
to start climbing over the balcony and down the building.]
[ i want future readers of this thread to know that i literally rng'd whether or not yu would succeed in stopping connor and rng said no so basically please understand that fate wants connor to die.
anyway.
Yu will honestly make a choked noise?! ]
What are you doing?!
[ He'll drop his sword to rush over and try to grab at him, but Connor is already out of reach. ]
You idiot-- [ he's not freaking out, who's freaking out? ] Be careful!
[i want all future readers of this thread to know i've been wheezing for several minutes holy shit]
I'm going to check something.
[CASUALLY
like he isn't giving Yu seven simultaneous heart attacks right about now. God.
Anyway— Parkour is listed on his profile and his grip can't quite get tired since he has actuators for muscles. Even though he takes his time and is generally mindful of his every move as he heads down, how badly is this going to go?]
[Connor, down on the ground, probably laying still for a couple of seconds just. Like. Hm.
Ater a beat, he gets up and scoops his pin up.
And then he proceeds to yeet it again, an even further distance just to see if it disappears into a void or if there's shit to explore outside the building after all.]
[he can, indeed, walk down the paris streets after his pin. the scenery surrounding the hotel exists now that he's figured out a workaround for "walking out the front door and ending up back in the temple".]
Sorry, Yu. But he's going to take a teeny stroll once he retrieves his pin, just to check if there's anything of interest out here. If there's nothing else, though, he'll nyoom back over so he can start climbing back up.]
[it's literally just the paris streets. just, like... not crowded with people for once. connor will have a nice stroll, and then it's back up the side of the building for him
[Startling, just a little bit. He blinks rapidly at him as the pressure registers, brief but enough for an alert to pop up in the corner of his vision.]
I'm— sorry? [Touching his forehead??? Nani?????] I said I would only take a minute.
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Quietly:]
Okay.
[He flips to this week's Monday entry, a significantly slower than before.]
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This is almost over. If Ladybug was here, what would she say to me right now? She would be mad about the other week, probably. But I wonder if she'd be proud of the rule I made.
I told everyone it was my rule. A lot of them still seem to think I'm some bloodthirsty god, but you know what? Let them. If they're too afraid of what I'll do to them if they break my rule, then they won't kill. That will be worth it.
I've taken back the lead again. Now I just need to figure out how I can keep it.
She told me I can serve a purpose, but I have to want it. It's time to find out if I want it enough.
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Anything written for Tuesday of this week?]
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It was all a lie, wasn't it?
He kept saying he believes in me, that he might even join me at the end because I've grown so much. That he's my friend.
But the day after he said that, he went to Piety and said he can't let me win, and that everyone will rally around Piety instead. Piety said he tried to talk him out of it, but he wouldn't change his mind...
Was he lying the entire time? Was he ever my friend at all?
I'll win this with or without him. I'll prove I'm capable of leading, even if he was lying about believing in me. Ladybug believed I can serve a purpose. That's what matters.
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Yu glances at Connor. ]
Find what you were looking for?
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I did.
[Though he can't say how he feels about it now.]
What do you make of her?
[Is that all for the bedroom? If so, he's going to start heading back to the living room to check out the TV.]
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When they do, there's a performance on the screen. It continues to play as they look around.]
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Of Ambition? [ A soft huff that's not quite a laugh; if Connor happens to look at him, he'll see a crooked smile, too. ] To be honest, her diary confirmed some things I already thought about her. Ambition is ... a good person, who means well. She's a friend. Still...
[ He sighs, quietly. ]
She won't be who I support. I suppose that's all I can really say.
[ Have they checked out about all they can look at in here? It might be time for them to head out, if so. ]
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[Succinct. He sounds... a little tired, to be honest. A little less cheerful than he was when they first broke into the room, though he's trying to cover it up with that same preprogrammed placidness he consistently displayed in the first week.]
I didn't think... [—that she regretted it. He doesn't finish that sentence, though, instead shaking his head.] No. Nevermind. Will support Love at the time of the final tally?
[If there's nothing else inside the penthouse, Connor will return to the balcony in order to see if there's a safe route down... Even if it involves parkour.]
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it might not be impossible to climb down safely, although it would be difficult.]
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I will, [ he'll say, simple as that. ] I truly believe in her vision for the world. [ ... soft: ] I wouldn't go back to her if I didn't.
[ It's a piece of honesty he wouldn't share with just anyone. He loves her, with everything he is, but if he really didn't think she could lead a new world...
It wouldn't be a question, much as the mere thought pains him.
Anyway hey, he'll join Connor on the balcony, also taking a look at the building. ... he'll glance at Connor. ]
You can't possibly be thinking...
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He's focusing on the open windows and windowsills, calculating the distance between them and running the math within the literal computer in his head in order to select the ""safest"" route. It only takes him a couple of seconds before he's nodding, leaning over the railing.]
This will only take a minute.
[And then he
casually
moves
to start climbing over the balcony and down the building.]
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anyway.
Yu will honestly make a choked noise?! ]
What are you doing?!
[ He'll drop his sword to rush over and try to grab at him, but Connor is already out of reach. ]
You idiot-- [ he's not freaking out, who's freaking out? ] Be careful!
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I'm going to check something.
[CASUALLY
like he isn't giving Yu seven simultaneous heart attacks right about now. God.
Anyway— Parkour is listed on his profile and his grip can't quite get tired since he has actuators for muscles. Even though he takes his time and is generally mindful of his every move as he heads down, how badly is this going to go?]
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once he's down to the second floor, so it's not a long drop at all. congrats, connor. you are on the sidewalk. your pin is right there.]
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why @ god. ]
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Ater a beat, he gets up and scoops his pin up.
And then he proceeds to yeet it again, an even further distance just to see if it disappears into a void or if there's shit to explore outside the building after all.]
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[ yeah he'll just stay up here, that's fine. thanks connor ]
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Sorry, Yu. But he's going to take a teeny stroll once he retrieves his pin, just to check if there's anything of interest out here. If there's nothing else, though, he'll nyoom back over so he can start climbing back up.]
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go roomba go]
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presuming Connor makes it up there safely?
Yu is just kinda standing here, looking like he's aged twenty years, and he'll go over to connor and just
icon, to the forehead,
only without any force. it's more like a bop. ]
Don't scare me like that.
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I'm— sorry? [Touching his forehead??? Nani?????] I said I would only take a minute.
[Connor, that wasn't the issue.]
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