.... well, if I'm allowed to have multiple soulmates, and you're allowed to have multiple soulmates, maybe there's some overlap.
[it's just a quiet reflection. noncommittal. 'an overlap' is easier to say than 'i wonder if i'm lucky enough to have one of my soulmates be you'.
but.]
That sounds like it would suit you too.... For some reason it's easy to imagine you in a nice house in a rural area. Maybe with a beautiful garden? I don't know if you know how to cook, but you seem like the type that would get a lot of satisfaction from growing your own vegetables.
[He's not touching that either when he's wondering the same. He thinks on the idea of multiple soulmates and wonders if it's possible...somehow...someday...
...the film goes on.]
When we were in Karuizawa Misuzu taught me everything about the pension. [He sounds so proud.] It was the first time we ever worked outdoors as well. It...didn't work so well, but the experience was important. I've never really learned to cook but I always thought I'd like a garden someday...we had rose gardens at the mansion my mother and I used to live in. Vegetables would have been suited there. [He's still staring at the screen but at least he's growing a little more like his usual self so that's something.]
But a house can only be as nice as the people living in it. I'd want someone to share it with.
[ . . . don't mind him, senri is just laughing quietly to himself. the noise is enough to ward off the talk about soulmates, he thinks, as he also gets to just think about a bunch of rich people learning basic chores to take care of a pension]
That... sounds like quite the learning experience for all of you...
[RICH PEOPLE,,]
... but that sounds like you, too. It's better to have multiple hands to take care of a garden. You'd have An-chan, and... well, whoever else you'd like to invite to stay with you. I know that I said that I'd prefer the city... but I think any place would be fun, if you're there.
[He's just nodding along.] I learned to fix a fence. [Poorly.] But it was nice, in a way, to be able to do things on our own. Only one of us could stay at the pension though because Misuzu only had one available bedroom, and the twins were selected. The rest of us stayed in Honey-senpai's vacation home.
[RICH PEOPLE.]
Antoinette could help dig at least....Haruhi would have liked a garden, I bet. She would see it as a way to save money on vegetables, but it would be so cute to see her taking care of it. [Casually. And yet...] ...you're always welcome anywhere I am, Senri. City or mountain or rural home. We could take Antoinette for walks and take in the fresh air and spend time together. I think it would be nice.
[senri, internally: a vacation home by the pension god he hates rich people so much. but he ends up just glancing over to tamaki and sighing quietly as he eats another piece of popcorn to keep him from giving in to the urge to be rude]
... well, it sounds like a fun vacation for all of you. I'm glad you all got to try new things.
[like not being useless.
anyway. senri is quiet for a second, listening to tamaki talk about haruhi. he reminds himself that he's not allowed to be jealous, and he wonders if tamaki is aware of how fondly he speaks about her. if senri were a less selfish person, he'd ask more about her.
but because senri is senri - ]
... I've wanted to travel, you know? Since I've been supporting myself, I haven't gotten the chance yet. I think I'd like to live in a lot of different places - I'd need to perform in the city, of course, but mountains or rural areas sound fun too. Maintaining a garden, learning how to cook more, exploring different hiking trails... I think I'd get tired of it by myself - but I wouldn't mind it so much with you.
You'd have to take me back to the city every now and then though, or I'm pretty sure I'll collapse.
[Maybe don't has Tamaki about Haruhi unless you want him to ramble for twenty years about how wonderful she is. Nevertheless, he's nodding along and falling right back into their game of pretend even as he's watching the film.]
Commutes aren't so bad, I think. If we had a place in a rural little town just outside of a large city. It would be the best of both worlds, being able to explore both as we wished. I don't think I could ever truly live the city myself. There's too much there that I love to leave it all behind, but every now and then is alright. I wouldn't mind living on the beach either. We could fish and collect crabs and shells.
And then in the city there's the shopping and the urban life that constantly changes. I would never deprive anyone of that.
[ . . . senri thinks it's a little unfair. how easily he can believe this - but there's something that twists in his chest. because taka is his future. he knows entirely that taka is his future, and that's reality. not even in a harsh way, or a disappointing way. it's a reality that he's looking forward to, one that he wants more than anything.
it's just unfair how sweet a life with tamaki sounds too.]
It'd probably be a Western-type of place, right? Or would you want something more traditionally Japanese? I'd almost prefer a place on the beach - I guess I could just get a hotel space when I'm performing for a show, and you'd just be stuck staying with me wherever that might be. I'd get disheartened if you weren't in front row at least every few nights.
Yes. The second estate has a Western design as did the mansion in Paris. I wouldn't mind something traditional but I've heard it's a bit impractical the way I've imagined it. What makes you think I wouldn't be there every night? A new performance every day…I want to see them all.
[The way he speaks makes it sound as though it's really reality, even though they both know better. In another life…it'd be nice, wouldn't it?]
... do I even want to know what your impractical traditional house looks like - no, we can take a Western one. I'd prefer that, I think. I've never gotten to stay in one before the one in your wing. It's luxurious... [and he just sighs even as the movie plays - and they go through another day with mitsuha, but this time where she's in her own body. senri smiles a little bit
it's hard to say if it's at tamaki's words or the movie]
... I'll save a seat for you every night, then. And I like getting bouquets - my favorite flowers are yellow camellias.
Kotatsu. [This still explains nothing other than Tamaki's a fucking idiot.] Western is easy and more spacious! The mansion in my wing was the second Suoh estate...it's where I used to live before the ascension. If that's something you liked, it would be easy to recreate.
[He's watching the film and he's a little confused still, but here we are.] Yellow's a beautiful color. The girls' uniforms at Ouran are yellow. [Where'd that come from...] I'll remember that. But what would you do with all of the bouquets? Seven in a week, where would you put them all? We'd have to have a room strictly for the flowers. A greenhouse?
Just your wing... Well, if you like enough to have wanted it here, then I like it enough to try it again. I think that it's really pretty. We can put a kotatsu in there anyway, when it starts to get colder. We'll figure some way to make it work.
[but senri will just listen, and he wonders how much tamaki really misses his old life. a lot, apparently.]
Would you bring me a bouquet every time...? Maybe just one flower every performance, so I get a whole bouquet by the end of a run. [ . . . ] And you can't... replant bouquet flowers in a greenhouse like that, Tama-chin.
I believe that. [He and Senri are enough alike he thinks they really could make it work.]
Every single time. Then you could have dozens of bouquets. [Rich people have no sense, but he blinks in surprise as he considers this.] Ah. Then we'll have a greenhouse to grow other things. New flowers then.
I don't need dozens of bouquets... [this is. so dumb. it's actually making senri laugh] You know you don't need to spoil me that much, right? I mean - I like it, of course... but please try some practicality.
I'd be happy as long as you were there.
[please let tamaki get distracted by the shrine dance scene and how pretty it is instead of this embarrassing au,,]
He's my best friend - I've been taking a lot of pictures for Ray-kun, but I've been taking twice as many for Yumapi! [HE'S SO HAPPY TO TALK ABOUT HIM,,] Yumapi is a manga artist, so he likes references for a lot of different things. I should take more pictures of An-chan for him, even...
He's really sweet. He's from out in the countryside somewhere? I don't know much about his hometown - he's even more of a commoner than I am, since he's not from Tokyo.
Right? He's super impressive! He's been keeping up his publishing for years now, even though he's only fifteen. Isn't that amazing?
[BIG LOVE!!!]
I met him on the first day and we've been attached at the hip ever since. Yumapi is a very sweet person who's always trying his best - and it's nice to have someone else who's just as confused by the upper-class.
Haruhi used to complain about us, too. I understand it's difficult. [Even though his lifestyle is fine, thanks.] We were just as confused about middle-class.
senri at least manages to look a little sheepish to be caught complaining about rich people in front of tamaki... but he'll just cuddle more against him. it's probably just from a subconscious desire to be closer, but also like. he's cute, don't be mad at him?]
Well.. I suppose it's fine as long as you're learning and trying to understand what we go through.
[It's fine, it's fine. Cuddling and popcorn and a movie and yeah, this is A+, thanks.]
Haruhi wouldn't let us visit her house for a long time. Or go to the supermarket with her. Or anything like that. [Haruhi was really smart.] But over time we got her to agree and we've been learning since. Sometimes it's like a whole other language I can't understand, but she seems to handle poverty with grace. [It's not poverty you stupid fuck. He's also grinning which means he's not entiiiirely serious.]
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[it's just a quiet reflection. noncommittal. 'an overlap' is easier to say than 'i wonder if i'm lucky enough to have one of my soulmates be you'.
but.]
That sounds like it would suit you too.... For some reason it's easy to imagine you in a nice house in a rural area. Maybe with a beautiful garden? I don't know if you know how to cook, but you seem like the type that would get a lot of satisfaction from growing your own vegetables.
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[He's not touching that either when he's wondering the same. He thinks on the idea of multiple soulmates and wonders if it's possible...somehow...someday...
...the film goes on.]
When we were in Karuizawa Misuzu taught me everything about the pension. [He sounds so proud.] It was the first time we ever worked outdoors as well. It...didn't work so well, but the experience was important. I've never really learned to cook but I always thought I'd like a garden someday...we had rose gardens at the mansion my mother and I used to live in. Vegetables would have been suited there. [He's still staring at the screen but at least he's growing a little more like his usual self so that's something.]
But a house can only be as nice as the people living in it. I'd want someone to share it with.
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That... sounds like quite the learning experience for all of you...
[RICH PEOPLE,,]
... but that sounds like you, too. It's better to have multiple hands to take care of a garden. You'd have An-chan, and... well, whoever else you'd like to invite to stay with you. I know that I said that I'd prefer the city... but I think any place would be fun, if you're there.
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[RICH PEOPLE.]
Antoinette could help dig at least....Haruhi would have liked a garden, I bet. She would see it as a way to save money on vegetables, but it would be so cute to see her taking care of it. [Casually. And yet...] ...you're always welcome anywhere I am, Senri. City or mountain or rural home. We could take Antoinette for walks and take in the fresh air and spend time together. I think it would be nice.
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... well, it sounds like a fun vacation for all of you. I'm glad you all got to try new things.
[like not being useless.
anyway. senri is quiet for a second, listening to tamaki talk about haruhi. he reminds himself that he's not allowed to be jealous, and he wonders if tamaki is aware of how fondly he speaks about her. if senri were a less selfish person, he'd ask more about her.
but because senri is senri - ]
... I've wanted to travel, you know? Since I've been supporting myself, I haven't gotten the chance yet. I think I'd like to live in a lot of different places - I'd need to perform in the city, of course, but mountains or rural areas sound fun too. Maintaining a garden, learning how to cook more, exploring different hiking trails... I think I'd get tired of it by myself - but I wouldn't mind it so much with you.
You'd have to take me back to the city every now and then though, or I'm pretty sure I'll collapse.
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Commutes aren't so bad, I think. If we had a place in a rural little town just outside of a large city. It would be the best of both worlds, being able to explore both as we wished. I don't think I could ever truly live the city myself. There's too much there that I love to leave it all behind, but every now and then is alright. I wouldn't mind living on the beach either. We could fish and collect crabs and shells.
And then in the city there's the shopping and the urban life that constantly changes. I would never deprive anyone of that.
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it's just unfair how sweet a life with tamaki sounds too.]
It'd probably be a Western-type of place, right? Or would you want something more traditionally Japanese? I'd almost prefer a place on the beach - I guess I could just get a hotel space when I'm performing for a show, and you'd just be stuck staying with me wherever that might be. I'd get disheartened if you weren't in front row at least every few nights.
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[The way he speaks makes it sound as though it's really reality, even though they both know better. In another life…it'd be nice, wouldn't it?]
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it's hard to say if it's at tamaki's words or the movie]
... I'll save a seat for you every night, then. And I like getting bouquets - my favorite flowers are yellow camellias.
['longing' in hanakotoba]
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[He's watching the film and he's a little confused still, but here we are.] Yellow's a beautiful color. The girls' uniforms at Ouran are yellow. [Where'd that come from...] I'll remember that. But what would you do with all of the bouquets? Seven in a week, where would you put them all? We'd have to have a room strictly for the flowers. A greenhouse?
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[but senri will just listen, and he wonders how much tamaki really misses his old life. a lot, apparently.]
Would you bring me a bouquet every time...? Maybe just one flower every performance, so I get a whole bouquet by the end of a run. [ . . . ] And you can't... replant bouquet flowers in a greenhouse like that, Tama-chin.
[like
just so he knows]
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Every single time. Then you could have dozens of bouquets. [Rich people have no sense, but he blinks in surprise as he considers this.] Ah. Then we'll have a greenhouse to grow other things. New flowers then.
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I'd be happy as long as you were there.
[please let tamaki get distracted by the shrine dance scene and how pretty it is instead of this embarrassing au,,]
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...shrine maidens?
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but he smiles up at the screen]
Uh-huh. It's beautiful, right? I don't know anything about this side of Japan...
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...the art is beautiful. [He means the animation.]
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He's really sweet. He's from out in the countryside somewhere? I don't know much about his hometown - he's even more of a commoner than I am, since he's not from Tokyo.
But he's a wonderful artist...
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I think I'd like to see his art someday. How did you meet him? Just through school?
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[BIG LOVE!!!]
I met him on the first day and we've been attached at the hip ever since. Yumapi is a very sweet person who's always trying his best - and it's nice to have someone else who's just as confused by the upper-class.
[ . . . ]
Well, you're all charming in your own way...
[COMPLAINS ABOUT RICH PEOPLE TO A RICH PERSON]
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Haruhi used to complain about us, too. I understand it's difficult. [Even though his lifestyle is fine, thanks.] We were just as confused about middle-class.
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senri at least manages to look a little sheepish to be caught complaining about rich people in front of tamaki... but he'll just cuddle more against him. it's probably just from a subconscious desire to be closer, but also like. he's cute, don't be mad at him?]
Well.. I suppose it's fine as long as you're learning and trying to understand what we go through.
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Haruhi wouldn't let us visit her house for a long time. Or go to the supermarket with her. Or anything like that. [Haruhi was really smart.] But over time we got her to agree and we've been learning since. Sometimes it's like a whole other language I can't understand, but she seems to handle poverty with grace. [It's not poverty you stupid fuck. He's also grinning which means he's not entiiiirely serious.]
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is going to go ahead and offer up another piece of popcorn to tamaki's mouth which might imply that he needs to stop talking]
Ah...
The patience of a saint.
[whICH SENRI DOES NOT HAVE]
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