but Senri is just laughing as he approaches then - the tray has legs so that it can hover over someone's lap once it's set down on the bed]
Well... you know, I don't think I'll ever be able to match what you must be used to eating. I'm not a chef or anything... so I thought the least I could do is bring you what you asked for and make it a little cute. Did I do well?
[and he'll bring the tray over on tamaki's lap, moving to sit on the bed next to him as he shamelessly fishes for praise]
I know. [He'll just shove the strip of bacon into his mouth before picking up a fork.] I believe we all did, and you've a long day ahead of you. But...thank you for checking in first.
[senri will start to pull part of the waffle off, chewing on it thoughtfully]
... I'm going to see Dizzy and see....
There was something that Cheri told me at the very beginning - about how wishes could work, and if there was any way that I could get Shiks' wish after I lost her. He said... there wasn't any way to get her wish and my wish both from the way I phrased it, unless I swapped mine. But...
I'm going to see if granting more people's wishes in general has a chance. And I'll work from there.
I think that isn't the worst idea. [He's still working on fruit but also cutting into an egg.] Many of you deserve your wish. There are several of you I also imagine have changed your wish since the beginning. What will you do if there is a way?
I think that's also something to be deserved, especially with everything Ray-kun did for this game.
...Zoe-chan as well. But wishes are so complex...if I had the ability to grant them all I would have in the first place. But I don't know how I feel about potentially leaving anyone out.
.... I know. I'm going to talk to Dizzy and see how it'll work - there are some people that I don't trust that their wishes wouldn't be overall bad for people, you know? Like Newt - I have no idea what that guy wanted, and to be honest, I don't really care to find out.
[and senri will just eat a little bit more of his waffle then, growing quiet]
.... sorry.
You probably don't like it when I say rude things like that. It's kinda ugly, huh.
Even if it's ugly, it's honest. And it's what we agreed on, isn't it? [He's chewing quietly.] I don't know if I can find any part of you ugly, really. It's alright if you feel that way.
[ . . . . it's really unfortunate, how that manages to make something twist in senri's chest. he glances away briefly, and reaches out with his free hand to pet antoinette]
... it doesn't feel right to say in front of you.
[because tamaki is always so much better than senri ever is, infinitely kinder and more considerate....
[ . . . and senri just sighs. he places his fork down and seems to think about a way to phrase it. he adjusts how he sits on the bed, pulling one knee up to his chest as he rests his chin on it and thinks]
... Mizuki-san cares about you a lot. It makes me really happy. I've been really grateful, that they've been able to stay with you the entire game while I couldn't.
[ . . . ]
A kiss on the forehead is nothing. You do that to me all the time - [well, maybe it's not nothing. it seems to only hit senri in that second that that's a possibility as he pauses.]
... anyway, it's not really my place to be bothered by that. And I don't know if I'm bothered so much as... I was the one who said 'whoever gets to have you'....
It did remind me that things just aren't going to work out between us - which... I knew... but...
[Oh. That's not what he expected at all and he goes quiet as he listens to Senri. A kiss on the forehead maybe doesn't mean anything from Mizuki, or maybe it does, he doesn't actually know now, but it's strange to think Senri would be bothered by such a thing when he has Taka.
...then again...]
...another life, Senri. [It's what he says first.] It's harder to think about this one when we know what the possibility could be, I guess. Anyway you know Mizuki-san is perfectly happy with Majima-san. [...] ...I'm afraid to say it but I don't anticipate those feelings leaving for quite some time.
.... I'm sorry, that's why I didn't want to say anything. We... can't do anything as things are now.... but I didn't want you to think that I was mad at you for something that I wasn't. It's just...
Me being dumb and reckless, I guess...
[and he shakes his head]
... I want you to be happy more than anything else.
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but Senri is just laughing as he approaches then - the tray has legs so that it can hover over someone's lap once it's set down on the bed]
Well... you know, I don't think I'll ever be able to match what you must be used to eating. I'm not a chef or anything... so I thought the least I could do is bring you what you asked for and make it a little cute. Did I do well?
[and he'll bring the tray over on tamaki's lap, moving to sit on the bed next to him as he shamelessly fishes for praise]
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You did incredibly well, Little Rabbit. It never needed to be fancy but it is incredibly cute. Are we sharing?
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[hE THOUGHT IT WAS A GIVEN THAT THEY'D SHARE]
Mm, if you can, I'll go and make something else for me real quick...!
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This is for both of us then.
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[and senri just laughs then, easily settling himself next to tamaki as opposed to nearly dashing off again]
Yeah! Let's share a breakfast, but I insist that you eat as much as you want. You had a long day yesterday, you know?
[it's ok about the bacon, senri brought utensils and napkins...]
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[senri is also going to grab a fork, humming as he does]
... I think we're going to have a long meeting about everything so... I thought it'd be nice to relax first. Even if it's only for a little while.
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It's the meeting with everyone, isn't it?
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[senri will start to pull part of the waffle off, chewing on it thoughtfully]
... I'm going to see Dizzy and see....
There was something that Cheri told me at the very beginning - about how wishes could work, and if there was any way that I could get Shiks' wish after I lost her. He said... there wasn't any way to get her wish and my wish both from the way I phrased it, unless I swapped mine. But...
I'm going to see if granting more people's wishes in general has a chance. And I'll work from there.
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[and senri will just focus down on his waffles even as he speaks]
... but I'd like to get Taka's, too. Zo's. Ishirin-san's. Ogou-san's....
It's harder when it gets to people that I don't know but... I at least want to make sure that my friends are taken care of.
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...Zoe-chan as well. But wishes are so complex...if I had the ability to grant them all I would have in the first place. But I don't know how I feel about potentially leaving anyone out.
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[and senri will just eat a little bit more of his waffle then, growing quiet]
.... sorry.
You probably don't like it when I say rude things like that. It's kinda ugly, huh.
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... it doesn't feel right to say in front of you.
[because tamaki is always so much better than senri ever is, infinitely kinder and more considerate....
he falls quiet for a second]
... sorry I left so abruptly yesterday.
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...it's alright. I understand that what I did was cruel and unfair to you. [You know. Turning him into stone.] It was also a busy day.
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[senri's surprised enough that he turns right back to tamaki]
I wasn't mad at that. I knew you didn't mean it, and you'd never hurt me.
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[ . . . senri pauses then, and decides to strategically scoop some egg onto his fork to take a bite of it so he can pause]
... it's nothing... I think it's dumb.
I shouldn't have been bothered - so I'm apologizing, because it was rude of me to leave you there.
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Senri. Honesty, remember? [Bitch, don't you dare.]
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senri pauses - and pouts]
... it's not a fair thing to say....
And you aren't allowed to give me an answer that won't hurt you - so I don't want to mention it.
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... Mizuki-san cares about you a lot. It makes me really happy. I've been really grateful, that they've been able to stay with you the entire game while I couldn't.
[ . . . ]
A kiss on the forehead is nothing. You do that to me all the time - [well, maybe it's not nothing. it seems to only hit senri in that second that that's a possibility as he pauses.]
... anyway, it's not really my place to be bothered by that. And I don't know if I'm bothered so much as... I was the one who said 'whoever gets to have you'....
It did remind me that things just aren't going to work out between us - which... I knew... but...
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...then again...]
...another life, Senri. [It's what he says first.] It's harder to think about this one when we know what the possibility could be, I guess. Anyway you know Mizuki-san is perfectly happy with Majima-san. [...] ...I'm afraid to say it but I don't anticipate those feelings leaving for quite some time.
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Me being dumb and reckless, I guess...
[and he shakes his head]
... I want you to be happy more than anything else.
No matter what that looks like.
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