There is no need to apologize- I understood your intent.
[It's just a difficult thing for him to think, when it comes to himself.
He pauses, though, still quiet when he speaks again.]
And that is my hope as well, although... if it becomes necessary, it is still in my nature to do what I must. [As much as he dislikes the thought.] If it should come to that, if you ever believe that any unpleasant task may be truly necessary-- then use me.
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[It's just a difficult thing for him to think, when it comes to himself.
He pauses, though, still quiet when he speaks again.]
And that is my hope as well, although... if it becomes necessary, it is still in my nature to do what I must. [As much as he dislikes the thought.] If it should come to that, if you ever believe that any unpleasant task may be truly necessary-- then use me.
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[And yet, the tone of their voice indicates their conviction has become lacking on that front.]
And I will keep hoping.