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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-31 02:15 am (UTC)(link)
I cannot ask that of you. This should be mine to carry, not yours-- it would not be the first time I have held that burden.

[and he wasn't even with ion when he did any of this-- none of it should be associated with him at all.]
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-31 02:24 am (UTC)(link)
Ion-

[it's been a day. it's been a week-- several weeks, actually-- and ishikirimaru is tired, heart still heavy with guilt from what they've done. he's been keeping this up for so long.

but at those words and that touch, he finally cracks slightly. ishi's a little choked up when he speaks again.]


...all right.

[he is doing his best to ignore the way his eyes water.]
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[personal profile] ritualization 2019-03-31 04:18 am (UTC)(link)
[ishi wraps his arms around him in silence, bent over so that he can embrace ion fully in turn; he doesn't trust himself to speak, doesn't trust himself to look at him. he never wants to break in front of someone else.

but he trembles, slightly.]