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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 06:37 am (UTC)(link)
I hope to get to know everyone, in time. [ quietly, as if divulging a secret: ] Of course, you had to be first.

[ there's a hint of teasing there, but their question causes him to fall silent. He'll look down at his hands in his lap, his expression pensive. ]

I'm sure you know ... what happened, before you all summoned me?

[ The darkness. The goddess.

His friends, screaming. ]
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 07:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's quiet for a moment. Then: ]

No. You're nothing like her.

[ Izanami. There's no venom in his voice when he says it. Only a bereft quiet. A breath, and Yu presses a hand to his chest. The god will see that his hand is trembling. ]

When I chose you, all I had left was ... this.

[ his love for them. ]

I have to believe that if anyone or anything can bring them back to me ... it's you.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 08:09 am (UTC)(link)
[ The desperation of the motion startles him into sitting upright, sucking in a surprised gasp. The urgency of it has him reaching out a hand before he can think better of it --

but then the god stops, and after a moment, his hand will drop, too. Worry is clear on his face.

But the hand that reached for them was steady, for that moment. His trembling gone.

When he nods, that's steady, too. ]


Together, [ he echoes, and that rings with his conviction.

After a moment his expression will soften. It isn't quite a smile, but it's close. ]


I didn't exactly intend for this meeting to go like this. Next time I'll bring you a reason to smile, instead.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 08:41 am (UTC)(link)
[ All he can think is that he must have frightened them, somehow, though he hasn't got the least idea how. Honestly, he just kind of feels bad. He wants to look after his god -- the way he's hoping, praying, his god will look after him.

Then Love reaches for his hands, and again it seems to threaten to knock the breath from him. Covered their hands may be, but Yu imagines that he can still feel they're warm. God or not --

This is a person, he thinks. With hopes, dreams, and fears. Whoever or whatever they are, they may need help as badly as he does. He curls his hands through Love's, firming his resolve. ]


It's a promise, [ he murmurs, low and sweet and sincere. He'll give their hands a squeeze and withdraw. ]

I have so much I want to talk with you about. I hope you won't mind seeing me again.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 09:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ He pays attention. There's something commanding about this bright presence -- he doesn't think he could look away if he wanted to. ]

That's what I'd like to do. I told Patience I'd fight for everyone. That goes for you, too. [ with a piece of a smile. ] Am I right in thinking we'll learn some new things on Monday?
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-17 10:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ He only nods, seeing no reason to deflect. He's not prideful about it, either. All he thinks is that ... he meant it.

He considers Love, this slight god who claws at their mask and liked his flowers. It's clear he takes a moment to seriously deliberate before he replies, considering his words with all the gravity they're due.

So you know he means it when he says: ]


Anything.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-18 05:06 am (UTC)(link)
[ ... ah.

This time he doesn't look taken aback, or even surprised at all. Instead he considers Love seriously, thinking about the shift in their tone, thinking about the fact that they want him to promise them this.

More than either of those things, though ...

I'm with you.

That's what slams into the very center of his chest, pulling his breath away for the third time in this short conversation. They're three such simple words. He and Love only barely know each other.

But despite that, despite any logic to the contrary, he feels his eyes prick with tears.

"Don't be afraid, I'm here with you!"

Nothing more happens than that; he doesn't actually cry. In all, his expression doesn't actually shift much. Instead he glances down at the floor, trying to collect his scattered thoughts, and then smiles up at his god with a warmth that touches his eyes. ]


Don't worry about me. Knowing you're with me, how could I falter? So, I promise. Thank you.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-18 07:08 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yu gives that question the due consideration it deserves, and after a moment something seems to occur to him. ]

Our powers...

[ a pause. ]

Your powers, [ he corrects with a small smile. ] Could I ask about them?
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-18 07:17 am (UTC)(link)
I'd like your advice, [ he explains with a hint of apology. ]

... it doesn't seem right to me to use Cupid's Bow or Strung Red, [ Yu goes on. He's taken the time to learn their names, of course. ] Rather, I suppose I could use some help thinking of applications.

[ He seems reluctant, somehow, when he discusses both of those. Love can probably guess they unsettle him slightly. Overriding the free will of others... ]
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-19 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
Worse? [ he echoes, quietly. He doesn't really want to pass a value judgment on his god's powers; it doesn't feel fair. But whether or not they suit him is... ]

Cupid's Bow, I think, [ he finally decides. ]
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-19 08:20 am (UTC)(link)
[ Yu will remain quiet for a solid minute, clearly thinking this over deeply. He's not the most talkative person to begin with, too...

Eventually: ]


I wouldn't want to assume.

[ ...

more honestly: ]


I don't like the thought of removing anyone's free will, even for a good cause.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-19 08:37 am (UTC)(link)
[ Immediately Yu shakes his head. ]

Don't say that. I don't think your powers are bad. They may not suit me, but that doesn't make them wrong. It's clear how much you care about connecting people.

[ There's a quiet passion in his voice. Don't put yourself down like that around him, Love! ]

... out of the three, I've been learning towards Hopelessly Devoted.
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[personal profile] covenantal 2019-02-20 06:56 am (UTC)(link)
Somewhat. [ he doesn't sound sold on his own idea. he misses having his friends for sounding boards. ] It may be helpful to have the right person think about the right idea, when the time comes. The trick will be knowing which person, and what idea would be most helpful to them.

[ ... ]

There's going to be trials, and investigations. [ It's not a question, but he's looking to Love to confirm. ]

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