None taken. I'm not likely to get offended again unless I become victim to another series of events that put me in the same mindset as I was when I cursed you for your last offering. That was an honest mistake, on your part, and I understand now that I reacted poorly because of how I'd been feeling at the time.
[She laces her fingers beneath her chin.]
But I've heard whispers, yes. Where did you want to start?
Because it's easy to make assumptions about others instead of doing the legwork to actually get to know them. They don't have any reason to think that I'd do anything underhanded, but I tend to go against the grain, play devil's advocate...I'm a free thinker, and, like, I'm not going to agree with someone just because they have a nicer-sounding name than I do.
[Is she a little bitter that she's "disorder" when everyone else gets cute names like "love" and "sincerity" and "beauty"? Maybe!]
But just because I can be abrasive when I speak my mind doesn't mean I go around threatening people.
He was incredibly rude to me and I lost my temper--I spoke to someone else about it recently and by the account I was given that was told to her, he's been blowing the story completely out of proportion. I'll admit I lashed out inappropriate, but it was hardly as dramatic as all that...and if you knew all the ways he's been carrying on since the moment this whole thing started, before he ever even spoke to me, you'd understand why I was so angry.
[Disorder shakes her head.]
Honestly. I didn't threaten him at all. All I did was warn him.
I wouldn't think of it. I know I can be testy but I'm hardly violent.
[She's silent for a moment, thinking.]
But I can tell you want honesty and not half-truths, so I'll admit that if my followers decided to hurt someone to help me win, in order to have their wishes granted, I wouldn't stop them or punish them. As far as I'm concerned, they're allowed to do what they want and I'm not going to ask questions. Fair enough?
So nothing outrageous...but what are you thinking?
[Disorder tilts her head back and to the side, seeming to be at ease.]
You can tell me, honestly. I want to know if I'm still coming off as someone who can't be trusted. That's, like, totally not how I've ever wanted people to look at me. I actually love having company.
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... Yes, I'd like that. [...] Congratulations on obtaining another follower.
[to, uh, replace chuuya.]
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[Everyone knows it's Chuuya even if she can't say it.]
Some pretty nasty rumors about me have been going around. I appreciate being able to keep my rank, though.
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[when... not being an asshole...]
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[She sounds...genuinely happy that someone complimented her?? Wow??? She claps her hands before squeezing them together.]
Well, I'll try to use that to keep me grounded. I know that I have some opposing viewpoints with some of my peers, but...
[Discord shrugs.]
Oh well. I haven't spoken to more than a couple of you, so far. Thank you for giving me a second chance. It's nice to, like, fix things.
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... It is. [...] For future reference, what kind of things do you like?
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Oh, you know, this and that. I like sports, and I like art...I'm a big advocate of freedom of expression.
[Just not in the form of glitter bombs.]
Anything cute is fine, really.
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[That might not...be helpful.]
Like, I like those pens that have big pom-poms or necklaces that say "princess".
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[Primly, DisORDER takes a seat down on the grass and smooths out her robes.]
I'm sure you have more important questions to ask than what kind of trinkets I'm fond of, in any case.
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But yes, you might've heard about the survey of sorts I'm conducting.
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[She laces her fingers beneath her chin.]
But I've heard whispers, yes. Where did you want to start?
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I can see you and Sincerity getting along.
... Why would you say most of the others are wary of you in this competition?
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[Is she a little bitter that she's "disorder" when everyone else gets cute names like "love" and "sincerity" and "beauty"? Maybe!]
But just because I can be abrasive when I speak my mind doesn't mean I go around threatening people.
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And what Chuuya said about you, ah, punching a mirror...?
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[Disorder shakes her head.]
Honestly. I didn't threaten him at all. All I did was warn him.
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[What a dang mess.]
I'm not planning on doing anything to hurt him; he came to that conclusion on his own.
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... Though what about hurting others in order to win the competition?
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[She's silent for a moment, thinking.]
But I can tell you want honesty and not half-truths, so I'll admit that if my followers decided to hurt someone to help me win, in order to have their wishes granted, I wouldn't stop them or punish them. As far as I'm concerned, they're allowed to do what they want and I'm not going to ask questions. Fair enough?
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That's about what I figured your stance would be, so yeah.
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[Disorder tilts her head back and to the side, seeming to be at ease.]
You can tell me, honestly. I want to know if I'm still coming off as someone who can't be trusted. That's, like, totally not how I've ever wanted people to look at me. I actually love having company.
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