Oh, lame. What a dumb thing to not be able to talk about. The killing makes some sense, though. Think about it: When you win, it'll be fair and square, and you'll get to lord over the other gods you didn't kill. It's worth it.
[Optimism(?)]
I did want to ask you something else, though.
[He hesitates, chewing his lip. He's not sure how to word it.]
My head feels different since I woke up here. It's like... I don't know. Like I'm forgetting something important, or something's missing. Do you have anything to do with that?
No kidding! When I get my hands on the god that came up with it...
[Or... when Ruin's allowed to, anyway. But Newt has a point.]
Oooh, you're right. I can't wait to make sure they never, ever forget who's in charge. ♡
[...as to his question, though - Ruin crosses their arms and considers him for a moment or two.]
I didn't do anything. But... hmm, how should I put it? You know you're not in your own world anymore, right? This isn't heaven or anything - it's a totally new realm. So some things you had there might not be here at all.
I don't know what that would have to do with my brain. I've been assuming this was a dream, though. If it's not, maybe...
[He's not sure what it would mean, honestly. It still doesn't shed light on this weird feeling he's had, but a lot has changed in the past couple of days. Before he ended up here, too. Seeing Hermann again may have rattled him more than he realized.]
Whatever. I doubt it matters here if you don't know about it.
[He'll just try not to think about it. That's a good and healthy way to deal with problems.]
One more question. I have that power of yours that lets me heal but it sends the wound to someone else. Is that really random, or do you pick who it goes to?
[Including the part where people are going to die! ...especially that part, honestly.]
Oh... that? It's totally random. I don't have aaany say in it at all! I wanted to, but I guess that would have given me an unfair advantage, or something.
If you don't mind a little pain, it's a pretty useful power for getting rid of other people!
[Ruin says, cheerfully, as if they aren't talking about someone deliberately inflicting a fatal injury on themselves with the intention of transferring it to someone else at random. Yikes.]
Right. We all promised we'd send you back no matter what once this is over. But it's only the winners who are going to go back with everything they ever wanted.
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[Ruin gives a little huff.]
They're lucky one of the first rules they made was that a god can't kill another god, or else they'd be dead right now. ♡
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[Optimism(?)]
I did want to ask you something else, though.
[He hesitates, chewing his lip. He's not sure how to word it.]
My head feels different since I woke up here. It's like... I don't know. Like I'm forgetting something important, or something's missing. Do you have anything to do with that?
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[Or... when Ruin's allowed to, anyway. But Newt has a point.]
Oooh, you're right. I can't wait to make sure they never, ever forget who's in charge. ♡
[...as to his question, though - Ruin crosses their arms and considers him for a moment or two.]
I didn't do anything. But... hmm, how should I put it? You know you're not in your own world anymore, right? This isn't heaven or anything - it's a totally new realm. So some things you had there might not be here at all.
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But Ruin's answer is, well, lacking.]
I don't know what that would have to do with my brain. I've been assuming this was a dream, though. If it's not, maybe...
[He's not sure what it would mean, honestly. It still doesn't shed light on this weird feeling he's had, but a lot has changed in the past couple of days. Before he ended up here, too. Seeing Hermann again may have rattled him more than he realized.]
Whatever. I doubt it matters here if you don't know about it.
[He'll just try not to think about it. That's a good and healthy way to deal with problems.]
One more question. I have that power of yours that lets me heal but it sends the wound to someone else. Is that really random, or do you pick who it goes to?
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[Ruin can, at least, confirm that much.]
This is all very, very real.
[Including the part where people are going to die! ...especially that part, honestly.]
Oh... that? It's totally random. I don't have aaany say in it at all! I wanted to, but I guess that would have given me an unfair advantage, or something.
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Disappointing. I was hoping it'd let me send presents your way.
[Ruin seems like the type to appreciate getting to dole out a little pain.]
Oh well. I'll make it up to you. Not right away, though. The best strategy is to lay low for a while, I think. Scope out the competition.
[He's more of a long game kinda guy these days. Besides, he'd hate to accidentally take out one of his teammates. That'd be bad.
But, hm.]
It's real, but the idea is still that I go home at the end regardless of what happens, right? Even if I die for you?
[He's very not planning on it, but, like, just checking.]
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[Ruin says, cheerfully, as if they aren't talking about someone deliberately inflicting a fatal injury on themselves with the intention of transferring it to someone else at random. Yikes.]
Right. We all promised we'd send you back no matter what once this is over. But it's only the winners who are going to go back with everything they ever wanted.
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[It would take some desperation to drive Newt to that, but, well. It would guarantee the wound doesn't circle back to him... Food for thought.]
Everything they ever wanted, huh? And here I thought it was just a single wish or whatever.
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[i really hate that Ruin is giving him a nickname. just. throwing that out there.]
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[He... is grimacing at that name though.
AS AM I?]
I'd really love if that pet name didn't stick. Great energy, though.
[He gives Ruin some fingerguns. He'd better be their favorite.]
That's all I've got for you for the moment, but I'll keep in touch.
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You'd better! I'll be waiting to see what you do.
[When Newt next blinks, he finds himself standing alone in the dungeon - Ruin is nowhere to be found.]
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[Ohp okay they're gone. He frowns and glances around, but he has a feeling he won't find Ruin anywhere. Rude.]
Alright. Bye, babe.
[And he's leaving now, just in case anyone else should wander in and have questions about his being here.]