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Plasmatio Mods ([personal profile] divus) wrote2019-02-16 10:48 am
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usogi: (♠ to him the ailment was nothing new)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 12:47 am (UTC)(link)
Oh....

[ . . . . yep, he's going to pull off his gloves then. because he'd rather hold onto tamaki's hand directly. he keeps thinking about how he should tell tamaki the thing that he wants to, how important it is -

but it's not wonderful news. in fact, it could worsen their relationship. can't senri just lie and keep it a secret forever? maybe they can keep pretending that nothing is wrong.

ah, it's so tempting.]


Your hand is so warm...

[meanwhile senri's is absolutely frigid]
usogi: (♠ a tragic hero)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 12:57 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . hah. Senri's shoulders fall a little, and he holds onto Tamaki's hand carefully.]

It's okay, I'm stronger than I look.

[ . . . .

he has to change. he can't stay the same, hiding behind lies just because he's scared of losing people - it's not fair.]


Gods can see everything right? The conversations that we have with each other.... even if no one else is around.

You know, I asked Bakaomi to go with me to the carnival last night too, because I was too cold to sleep.
usogi: (♠ pursue my education)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
Not at all.

[senri,,]

.... he said that he likes me, and I don't know when or how that happened, but I'm not ungrateful for it. I think... I really like him too, somewhere beneath all the irritation. I know that I can trust him, and I hope that we can make this work, because I really want it to work.

[ . . . and he sighs, looking down at their hands as opposed to tamaki directly.]

.... but I like you. And I think he knows that too - I'm not good at hiding that, of all things. I still want to go on a date with you, as long as we can promise that it'll just be a dream for one night, and we can wake up tomorrow and still be okay. It's selfish, and I always ask a lot of you - but I really need you to tell me no this time, if you don't want to.

I get that you don't feel the same way - but I thought... for once it might help to be honest about something.

[and he hopes to every god, including this one, that maybe he won't be proven wrong.]
usogi: (♠ i whiled away my days)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 01:39 am (UTC)(link)
[ . . . he agreed.

and there's the flicker of surprise on Senri's face - because even now, he didn't think that Tamaki would agree. even now, he thought that there was a chance that he'd be turned away. he wouldn't be able to blame him. Senri is a liar, and a deceptive person, no matter how good his intentions are. someone as beautiful inside and out as Tamaki could very easily find something wrong with him and cast him away.

but he doesn't.

even now, he doesn't.

maybe that's part of why Senri came to care for him so much in the first place. Senri's hands tremble in Tamaki's - whether from emotion of the cold, he's not sure anymore - but he focuses to try to get them to stop. he takes another step closer so that he's in Tamaki's personal space, peering up at him, eyes just as bright and defiant as ever. he's upset on the inside, because he still doesn't now how Tamaki really feels but - ]


I'd do anything for you, and I hope you know that by now.

[ . . . ]

But if I'm yours - even if it's just for a little while - can't you stand to look a little bit happier about it? Or else I might get offended.
usogi: (♠ to him the ailment was nothing new)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 02:19 am (UTC)(link)
[when Tamaki pulls back, he'll find the expression on Senri's face to be one that's a little stunned, a little embarrassed - pink colors his cheeks from the affection just because he somehow didn't seen that coming. he laughs a little helplessly, as endeared by this gallant young man as ever, and he wonders if that feeling will ever really manage to die.

even if the infatuation does, he sort of hopes the excitement and light will always stay.]


Of course. I think I have a thing or two to show you about how commoners throw a carnival.

[and he squeezes Tamaki's hand once before walking toward the parlor door, tilting his head as he goes.]

You're so mean... I already told you that you were on my list of people that I wanted to go on a date with. You're not allowed to act like you're surprised.

[all of senri's cards were on the table, after all. no sleight of hand or magic trick, this time.]
usogi: (♠ a tragic hero)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 02:45 am (UTC)(link)
You'll have to let me know exactly what you want to do - I've become an excellent guide, you know? I'm prepared to answer all of your questions, no matter the wealth disparity between us!

[but he's just teasing, because of course he is. it comes with a little wink and once they exit the parlor, he moves to interlace their fingers, a small little gesture that he hopes will twine them together, for just an evening.]

... you're really sounding like a host tonight, though. And while I can't say that I dislike it... I hope that I'll get to talk to Tamaki - the Beauty that I know - soon too.

[the silly, wonderful person who will always take care of him, through everything. the person that senri wants to take care of too, in the little ways that he knows how.]
usogi: (♠ surprised by my presence)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 02:54 am (UTC)(link)
[oh my god]

Hot air balloons? Is that what you're thinking of for your wing? [and here's the horrible thing - ] Ah, I want to see that! I've never been in one.... The last time I was so high up in the air, I was being forced out of a jet.

[hm?]

Well, I don't think the carnival has hot air balloons, but we can definitely do absolutely everything else. Do you like carnival food? It's all a little heavy, but we can share and split things up so it's easier.

[and cuter.]
usogi: (♠ a tragic hero)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 03:08 am (UTC)(link)
Oh please, Bakaomi wouldn't know a fun idea if it bit him. He might still have the same trauma I do - one of our senpai forced us into it for a training camp. I thought that waking up at 4 in the morning was bad enough, but then that....!

[he sticks his tongue out?? god, this is where senri's problems with rich people come from,,]

Buuuut a little of everything sounds perfect! Is Kyoya one of your friends...?

[senri is a little surprised that tamaki hasn't been assaulted by his mask - but he won't complain. for as long as he can, he'll bring tamaki through the high school section of the wing, looking around as he does and laughing]

Have you ever been to a commoner's school before....?
usogi: (♠ to him the ailment was nothing new)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 04:12 am (UTC)(link)
[oh my god.... senri has a lot to answer and reply to that - ]

Private tutors... ah, we really come from different worlds. Well.... this isn't exactly the same - it looks more American than my school was? But there are some things that are similar.... It's definitely different from the academy that I go to now.

[damn posh lifestyles,]

But even my academy is a pretty strange place. The dorm leader is also a super rich, mega mogul heir type. He believes that Black Dorm should be powerful and strong... ah, it's really not the right place for me - I especially knew that after the training camp.

My best friend's in the other dorm too, after all.
usogi: (♠ i whiled away my days)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 04:22 am (UTC)(link)
[senri hums thoughtfully at the explanation of the rich people lifestyle - and thinks about how hard it must be to break into that society and he laughs a little - ]

... maybe Tamaki and I have more in common than I thought, no matter how different our lifestyles are. I like that thought a lot.

[he's still gay, bitch! but he'll think about the.... dorm question.... and sigh a little]

That's what I thought too... but Bakaomi's my roommate back in the dorm, and everyone who lives with us is really wild. I've tried to transfer a few times to the White Dorm, but the dorm head always wants to keep me so I never actually get to....
usogi: (♠ a tragic hero)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 05:34 am (UTC)(link)
Protective...

[sure that's one word for it. senri thinks about that briefly and he's about to say something - when he seems to get distracted now that they've made it to the carnival itself. his expression lights as he sees the stalls of food, dishes in every color of the rainbow, and his expression lights up as he lightly pulls on tamaki's hand to join him in that direction.]

Oh! Let's start here? What should we get first? Everyone looks so good...!

[senri might be eyeing some cotton candy for a second - but he's also going to look back at tamaki expectantly, letting him choose first]
usogi: (♠ surprised by my presence)

[personal profile] usogi 2019-03-08 06:03 am (UTC)(link)
If we're sharing, then we can get both, right? Ah, my sweet tooth is definitely gonna ache.

[Senri will laugh a little bit at that, immediately reaching out to get some of the pink cotton candy from the vendor. it's a favorite for him to be honest?? he'll free his hand from tamaki's just so that he can also grab napkins.... but also take a puff of the cotton candy and pull it away from the rest of the stick, holding it up to tamaki's mouth for him to eat because senri knows no shame or boundaries]

Here, try it.

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